The first day I attend the class, in my mind think that the classes that I attend are friendly but this is not what I thought! Its make me very upset. I am a slow learner; I need someone to guide me in class. They not only do not teach me and even look down on me! This reason makes me so down in my spirit and I try to skip the classes as possible as I can.
Moreover, I am taking foundation in management. One of the important subjects is accounting, I was so stress because of my accounting lecturer. This subject needs to do a lot of exercise for us to understand it, but the lecturer does not give much. Not only this, the lecturer only base on the text book to explain it and the text book does not provide many details. Lecturer should have some creative way to explain it such as giving some current situation that the world facing or give more example which can found it from reference book.
When come to 2pm classes, it will be my most sleepiest time for me. As a normal or healthy person, we have lunch at 12pm. Most of the people will feel sleepy after the luch, this is because our stomach is working to digest the food and sadly to say that I am one of the kind too. My spirit and my body are fighting, because of my spirit try to catch up what the lecturer is given but my body is weak. It is very suffering during that hour. One of the days, I accidently felt asleep in the class! I feel ashame and detest the class which I attended. It is because of the lecturer scolded me in front of my classmates without questioning the reasons.
Lastly, I thought I could able to understand and accept what my friends experience but I could not. This circumstance is beyond my imagination and I hope that in the future, I will not face the same circumstances that I having now. If I still face the same circumstances, I wish I can overcome it!
*This is not the real story, I love every classes that I attended and I want to thank God for that!*
Accounting <3
